Love is Torture

Oh i hate love i really do i wish that when you fall in love you can switch it off or on but you can't. I'm so hating this feeling right now I'm too good of a person to feel this way. I'm like totally in love but i try to void it like the plague i really do. Its just so inconvenient right now and i know i will only get hurt in the end. I'm always the girl that gets hurt in the end no matter what i do I could give the person the world my all and get nothing in return and that's just my life. I hate my life sometimes and the way i feel about people. I remember when i didn't have feelings for people and now i do i used to not care what people thought and now I do. Why oh why me I want to ask God sometimes why cant i get my way but i know its not meant to be. I believe that what truly hurts knowing that its not meant to be and will never be.



Signing Off Sad and Hurt :(